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Kris Muir  

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as all my online stuff moulders....

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 20, 2007, 6:54 PM
wretched perfectly defines me in the context of keeping up with online stuff. (is it just me, or did that rhyme a little?)

i'll be posting the neji/naru fic here this weekend, unless a giant tsunami bursts forth from the atlantic's bosom.

... which i sincerely hope does not happen. even if there is 0% likely-hood. due, in part to the fact that we don't call them tsunamis on this side of the world. details details.

also on the horizon... a not so little akuroku one-shot that follows The Transience of Memory. Though it should read fine as a stand alone as well.

after that... a slight break from writing. not that i want to - but the batteries are low, and the ideas get thinner and thinner. i know if i take a break, i can DIVE right back in - like i did when starting Everyone Else Is Doing IT. (crazy is waking up early everyday so you can write before going to work. i loved it. but the laptop failing cast a stormcloud over both the stories it chewed on.)

following that brief respite, should be the GAARA/NARUTO AU story. yes!! i've wanted to work on it for a loooong time now. actually - i almost started it while in the thick of EEIDI and 3 chapters into The Hyuuga Swap. the creativity was just THAT abundant! thank GOD i didn't, or that would've become a tasty snack for the laptop too. and i think i might have killed myself. (instead of merely crying)

sort of sad i have no holiday pic to post... but i seem to have switched from drawing to writing since this time last year.

anyhow, despite lack of holiday-themed boy smut,
**I WISH YOU ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS or HAPPY HOLIDAY!**
(especially so, if you actually made it through all of the above rambling. haha!)



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  • Listening to: that song i can't find the name of
  • Drinking: gin/sprite/lemon drink i have no name for

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~jollyreaper2112:iconjollyreaper2112: Feb 24, 2008, 3:54:10 PM
Hey, post your other cermaics work, you need to show the world you can do more than just yaoi. *tease* *hint* *prod* *waves!*

Your three aspects piece was very good, also liked the Madonna one you did (the Madonna without the crappy music), your kettles and mugs were also neat.
~Spook2513:iconSpook2513: Feb 9, 2008, 1:57:30 PM Mood: Miserable
OMG!!!there are to many stalkers out there or you just spark the interest in those kind of people. also that guy you hugged could of shoved you in your car and drove you some where to RAPE YOU!! and i'm glad that you didn't open the box. what sparked my interest in stalkers was my step dad watching me in my sleep on sunday mornings when my mom and sister were out some where. he and my mom were working on spliting up, he was sleeping on the couch and liveing with us as a sort of roommate.i didn't like him at all, went starate to my room when he was there and sleepet in on sundays then waited for my mom and sister to get home. some times i woke up early and saw him watching me, and when i was alone with my mom a told her( i didn't like him and wanted him out for good ). one time i swear i woke up to see him making me give him a hand job. i didn't tell my mom that just would have been to much for her to deal with at that time. after a wail of waking up several times with him watching me in my sleep and after he was told not to go in my room with out my say so. then him watching me and my friends when the stayed over my mom finely made him move out,and now i have no clue where he is though i don't care( short versin i swear).

my interest started form the 6 year mess i just told you about and form watching waaaaay to many law and order shows with my gram. also i just very curios. i hope you fined my story as entertaining as i found yours.

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Blending in SUCKS.
Sticking out is a lot more FUN!
p.s. my spelling REALLY SUCKS, but I'v gotten better over the past few years.
Still I try to use small words.
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I LOVE
SasuNaru
ItaNaru
KyuuNaru
AND
KITTENS!!!
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Feb 8, 2008, 4:57:58 AM
omg you're still here 0_0
that must mean you are made of amazing.

i also have an interest in stalkers. i even write stalker characters quite often. maybe as much as one every story or even two. however, it is hard to remain impartial or interested in that when you can see the mental decline and potential danger these people hold for you.

one was a guy i worked with at one job, who never really talked to me much. then, randomly he started showing up at this other job i moved on to and tried to get me to agree to go out somewhere after i got off. (i found out later that he'd come in multiple times looking for me. and that he was asking my best friend for my phone number, lying and saying he was my cousin.) they ended up banning him from the whole mall. i guess too many people were bugged by him acting weird.

that was stalker #2 (he also substitute taught at my school sometimes, prior to his stalk-capades.) speaking of sub-teacher stalkers. i had this older older man subbing an english class once... in that class i had scribbled out some dark poem or another, but was unhappy with it, so i tossed it. he located me after school as i was about to leave the campus. flagged me down with my poem, which he'd plucked out of the trash and read. he was trying to tell me how good it was and rambling. i couldn't help thinking how he'd had to search the trash for the tightly wadded ball that was my paper. he gave off freak vibes. you can tell when they stare a little too intently. i said i didn't want it back, and edged away trying to be polite but also keeping my distance.

the other stalker, the first and foremost, and CREEPIEST was the one that announced he was having marriage fantasies for me. almost twice my age, it was a coworker i sat next to at a call center. "freak" just oozed off of him as he was struggling to voice this declaration. he was staring at me rabidly, his mouth working, saying "I want to tell you something." i said "if it's really that hard to say, you don't have to." i was hoping he wouldn't as i knew what was coming. when someone says "i was just... wondering what it would be like to... be married to you" and they look at you like that, you can bet they are thinking more of getting their freak on. so, what the hell do you say to something like that?? and it didn't stop there. prior to, he would bring me lunches that he cooked. i was naive then, and thought we were buddies, so i'd accepted them. stupid. anyway, i was quitting soon after the love declaration, thank god. but before i went, he found out my email from god knows where, sending me a disturbing email that also asked me to be his date at the company party. though, i only read that email after my last day. he hadn't known i was quitting, and i hadn't checked my mail the night before. he wanted to walk me to my car, and i couldn't dodge it. he emanated dogged freakness with his buggy eyes and whole demeanor. then there was the really awkward, long minutes at my car where i was trying to go, and he wasn't leaving, and he was *looking* at me. peering.

i thought 'what do people usually do to signify an end to their meeting?' a hug. yes, i decided, a hug should get rid of him. horrible idea. i've never felt so violated by a hug in my life. not only was it waaaay too tight, freako's hand was running up my back in an extremely un-platonic manner and i picked up really just... dirty thoughts from him. (i can sense stuff like that sometimes. and this time, it was palpable) so then, i left that job, and he stalked me at the job i went back to, though *i* only saw him there once. he'd totally declined, let himself go, and was scary. he left me a package one day as well. i never even saw the box. i told my manager to get rid of it. i was seriously afraid it'd be something gruesome. (and i am naturally insatiably curious, so for me to ^not care^ at all about what was in there says a lot.)

well, there you are, some of my bigger stalker stories. sadly there are more. hope you found it interesting or entertaining or some such thing ^_^ i wrote sort of as a stream of consciousness, so hopefully it made some sort of sense.

all in all, i now have an innate radar for recognizing people who are teetering on the edge of the deep end. i don't know what makes them reach out to/ stalk me at that time, but i refuse to get involved if their sanity is that fragile in the first place.

when i went to college, i chopped off my extremely long hair. it seemed to be a magnet for these people. though it doesn't deter them completely, it helps.

so, why *your* interest in stalkers? surely something sparked that off?
(oh, and you were not rambling. the novel above is rambling. lol)

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~Spook2513:iconSpook2513: Feb 7, 2008, 9:17:03 PM Mood: Happy
i'm not scared off, it takes a lot to scare me.
just to let you know i have some sort of strange interest with stalkers,i want to know what makes them do what they do. rambling in torrents is ok, i do that a lot sometimes i think i am now.

P.s. i would LOVE to get to know you.:D

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Blending in SUCKS.
Sticking out is a lot more FUN!
p.s. my spelling REALLY SUCKS, but I'v gotten better over the past few years.
Still I try to use small words.
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I LOVE
SasuNaru
ItaNaru
KyuuNaru
AND
KITTENS!!!
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Feb 7, 2008, 6:36:57 PM
no, it is actually a comforting thought that anyone might 'watch' me and actually be looking for me to update with things.

no, stalkers are people who decide that upon talking to you once, they need to marry you. stalkers are also people who follow you around to different jobs you have, that you never told them you have, and then lay in wait with date offers or leave creepy gifts. (oops, i went into reality rambling mode there!)

actually, i wonder when people watch, how many people are actually *really* watching. like, if you have 30 people on your list, do any of them actually check your page here and there? do any read the journals? i don't know. but it's nice to think that some do, and that some people actually want to get to know you.

goodness, i am rambling in torrents. T___T i'm in a pensive mood. please forgive that.

in any case, welcome to my page! i hope i have not scared you off... (i have a knack for doing that)

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~Spook2513:iconSpook2513: Jan 5, 2008, 1:25:58 AM Mood: Joy
hmmmm, i'm watching you. i feel like a staker. does it creep you out to have so many people on your watchers list. i know it's nice to have so many people looking for new works that you have done, but we could basicly be called stakers.

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Blending in SUCKS.
Sticking out is a lot more FUN!
p.s. my spelling REALLY SUCKS, but I'v gotten better over the past few years.
Still I try to use small words.
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I LOVE
SasuNaru
ItaNaru
KyuuNaru
AND
KITTENS!!!
~yermomgoestocollege1:iconyermomgoestocollege1: Sep 23, 2007, 9:58:36 AM
lolz I understand, I was like that too

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~Growing old is maditory; growing up is optional
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Sep 22, 2007, 7:05:53 PM
well yeah. i moved on to naruto for a bit, so i'm less crazy about kingdom hearts now. but for a while i was like omg!obsessing on hayner and seifer. don't get me wrong, i still love them to pieces though ;)

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~yermomgoestocollege1:iconyermomgoestocollege1: Sep 18, 2007, 1:40:47 PM
lolz at the time?

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~Growing old is maditory; growing up is optional
~N-KH-FF-fans:iconN-KH-FF-fans: Sep 18, 2007, 7:11:37 AM
lol XD
~Yumi~

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thank ~Sokkashot for the avatar!
Reality is like a prison, and you're in it, you're in it but there's no key, No escape... only one saviour...fantasy...
If you cried when Axel Faded, copy and past this into your signature.
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Sep 18, 2007, 3:15:17 AM
*^__^*

thank you XD
i had a lot of fun with them at the time.

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Sep 18, 2007, 3:13:57 AM
<3

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~N-KH-FF-fans:iconN-KH-FF-fans: Sep 17, 2007, 10:01:21 AM
lol, i gave you your 3400th page view XDD me's sad... i know XDDD lol
~Yumi~

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thank ~Sokkashot for the avatar!
Reality is like a prison, and you're in it, you're in it but there's no key, No escape... only one saviour...fantasy...
If you cried when Axel Faded, copy and past this into your signature.
~KikiKitsune:iconKikiKitsune: Aug 15, 2007, 10:29:48 PM
Thanks for the favie! :heart:

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Roxas: Daremo kanashimanai sa...
Axel: Ore wa...kanashii na...

AkuRoku is :heart:
~yermomgoestocollege1:iconyermomgoestocollege1: Aug 5, 2007, 6:33:36 PM
I love your Seifer x Hayner pics! amazing couple and amazing work!

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~Growing old is maditory; growing up is optional
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Jul 26, 2007, 4:25:47 PM
XD

welcome!

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Jul 26, 2007, 4:25:06 PM
o hells yeeeeah XD

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~narutomustdie:iconnarutomustdie: Jul 8, 2007, 5:49:10 PM Mood: Love
akuroku and Hayner/Seifer
4ever

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devazumanga-daio-fans Member M.E.M.B.E.R
Got it Memorized?
I don't care who you are that's funny...:XD:
Onyx: I will take over the world!!!
Ruby: Not if I have anything to say about it!!
Onyx: Yes Master...
Ruby: Now get me a cookie!!
Onyx:sigh ok
~queen-of-knightmares:iconqueen-of-knightmares: Jun 19, 2007, 6:51:30 PM Mood: Love
YAY!! Thanks so much for writing more H x S!!! SOOO AWSOME!
~queen-of-knightmares:iconqueen-of-knightmares: Jun 11, 2007, 8:30:46 PM
YAY!! I can't wait. Thanks for the info!! ^_^
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Jun 10, 2007, 4:28:01 PM
oh, it is soooo so close to being done now. you should see it by next weekend :)

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: Jun 2, 2007, 1:52:07 PM
ha XD definately!

yeah, sometimes doing a sketch real quick turns out better than laboring over something. i always found that odd, but interesting.

i doodled in my notebooks. ;D kept me awake in class.

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]
~Azie:iconAzie: May 13, 2007, 7:09:32 PM
You know your writing has a life of your own when confronted with a stressful situation you automatically start to think, 'What would (Insert name here) do?'

It’s always good to write when you're bored I find, or draw, some of the only art I've ever liked has been doodled into my high school math textbook, albeit you can’t actually read the textbook anymore, but at least it's pretty!

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Never pet the burning zombie dog
~queen-of-knightmares:iconqueen-of-knightmares: May 13, 2007, 2:35:47 PM
YAY!!! I can't wait!! I'll be looking out for it. ^_^
~uberneko-zero:iconuberneko-zero: May 13, 2007, 6:17:43 AM
ohmigod you are so sweet! *^__^*

(such a glowing review! i'm blushing XD)

i do plan to write them a little more- it has just been taking a while for me to recharge my creative energies (that was THE longest thing i have ever written, also the most complex and emotional... i was totally drained afterwards. phew.) i have a H x S drabble in mind. so far looking to be a oneshot that follows tToM, but perhaps it might get expanded into a multi chapter mini story?

weird, but i am not a writer. i started writing when i got frustrated with how slowly stories progress when i draw them as manga. ^__^;
so, i started typing- and next thing i knew, this fic was totally having it's way with me! it makes me really happy to hear that anyone has liked my story so much! (i love when a fic/book/anything has a profound enough effect on me that i think about it outside of reading/watching it. when the characters take on a life of their own, or the plot progression gives you something to mull over- it is the best! haha making references, yessss!! that is a pinnacle of achievement for me then!)

well, stick around, and i will most certainly post some more stories! the world needs more H x S lovin!

thank you loads for taking the time to tell me what you thought!!! it's so encouraging ^_________^ ~ <3

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so much yaoi to write, so little time.


clubs:

akuroku
[link]